Again, huh? Inigo figures that it's likely just because Sakura and BB must be the same person in some sort of way he could never figure out even if he really thought about it. It can't be that it's like there's something destined between him and her that keeps bringing them back to this point, surely. Sakura must just think the same way BB does.
Still, Inigo feels a touch flustered, and he ducks his head in a futile attempt to try and hide the red of the blush on his cheeks just a little bit. ]
Ah, no, I'm the one who should feel honored.. I'm just glad that you decided to accept my words.
[ BB, Sakura, whichever--
Inigo just wants to make sure she's alright, no matter the circumstances. ]
And if you do manage to return BB to this place, or you manage to turn back into her, then-- um, I just want to say.. if you still remember this conversation by then, please don't feel burdened or embarrassed by it in any way. I promise I am glad to see you in any form.
[ IS THIS SHIT DESTINED? I DON'T KNOW WHY DID YOU DO THAT FIRST THREAD JELLE? EVERYDAY I ASK MYSELF THESE QUESTIONS? ]
[ Accept the words into her heart, just as she accepted so many others during her time as Sakura into herself. To be so raw and in existence the way that she is, to be something for once that her copy of a copy - would have never been otherwise. It is a fascinating thing that will last forever, and, ultimately, make her a unique existence as a BB. As the one who is closest to the original, as she, could ever be. ]
To be truthful... I still wish that I could stay this way... With you as I am, when I saw her on the oracle, she seems to be confrontational... I.. Don't know why I would ever want to be that way. [ She says this, but recalls what everyone had said and frankly, the kindness of Inigo before her. ] B-But maybe there must be a reason for it, maybe...?
If um... If in the end she-er, I am helpful to all of you, then maybe it's okay? [ Maybe it is okay? She doesn't understand the reason to be abrasive to humanity when one should be kind and full of compassion towards them. ] Maybe it's okay... Right? In the end, if I am super helpful and doing my job, then, maybe even becoming a final boss ok, right?
O-Oh.. Sorry, that kind of sounded lame, actually; [ She starts looking left and right, playing with her hair. Totally embarrassed by the stupid thing she just said. ] I just thought maybe it was cool... Y-You know?
You know final bosses usually are because there are no other bosses anymore? So if I become the final boss, then that means I took out the other bosses? So then humans just have to take me out or something right? That's helpful, [ She is covering her face, and super red. ] I think. Ah... Sorry that's so stupid.
[ Well, at least Inigo doesn't think it's stupid. Sure, he thinks it's a little confusing, but that doesn't mean it's necessarily stupid or ridiculous! ]
Ah, you know, I'm not so sure if it's even that..
[ .. granted, it is that.
But then again, there's a lot about BB that Inigo doesn't necessarily understand, hence why he has such a different interpretation of all this, shaking his head a little. ]
I think it's more just that BB is the kind of girl who has trouble fully expressing her feelings. So sometimes it might come out in a way that seems.. [ .. his voice trails off for a moment, like he's trying to find the right words, but he gives Sakura a small, friendly smile all the same. ] .. counterproductive, maybe..? Or just confusing. But I think she means well.
Well... As AI, we are not meant to have feelings in the capacity that she does. [ Sakura thinks back to the situations she saw on the phone moments before. However, Inigo's statements show her how he feels so lost by it all. It makes her wish that she could be more help in some way. ] I don't understand how she got that way, or.. I.. Or well... [ You know, she is a bit flushed. ] Our existence was primarily to take care of others, feelings don't serve any purpose to that cause. Her feelings should have alarmed the Moon Cell, and she should have been deleted right away. However, she isn't... [ Sakura is thinking, she wishes she could understand it all, maybe if she had some time to study logs and go through things - but much of what she tried to see before. Seemed barred from her access. ] Do you want to understand her?
[ At least that answer comes quickly, it's something Inigo doesn't really have to think about. Of course he wants to understand BB. It's the one thing he's been wanting this entire time ever since meeting her - especially when she's someone who seems so hard to ever truly grasp.
But even though he's sure of that answer, there's still something else on his face, a look that's a little more confused. Or just worried.
Because-- ]
I don't.. like that talk though. Or-- erm, that idea, I suppose. [ Since he doesn't want Sakura to feel like it's her fault either. It's clearly something she's been taught. It's the fault of whatever taught her. ] No one in the world should have to go without emotions. How could anyone truly live like that? That's not right for neither you nor her.
Mm... If you want, I can probably pull up her files... [ One other person had done this, though where he stole it, Sakura is here willing to give it freely. She moves herself already freely over to where screens can appear once more, looking around at the specific data she is looking for. Sure enough, to her surprise, she found it - with items on it that made even her raise an eyebrow.
Why didn't she just look for this first?
Tapping on it, she was able to unknowingly use her item creation skill to make it into a physical item in hand. There is no surprise though, she almost figured something like that would occur. Regardless, a folder with data within it, easily falls into her hands. Rather than read it, though, she turns towards Inigo and hands it over. ]
Here, [ All the secrets you could ever have, right in your hands. From start to finish, everything that you could ever want to have. Regarding her, is here in this folder. It had once been taken by Robin Hood, and given to Hakuno in another universe. This time, it's her reset self, sabotaging her own existence - funny how it all comes around. Imagine, if anyone else but Inigo reads this. ] I really think you should have this.
[ Considering that Inigo has no idea what exactly someone's files are, maybe it's for the better that Sakura manages to summon a physical copy of what she's talking about. It makes it a little more clear to the young man what she's getting at. It means.. information, right? In that folder is information about BB. Everything he wanted to know, all the things he couldn't understand - they're all contained in there. If he just took it and read it, he would be able to grasp her so much more whenever he'd talk to her.
It seems like a great idea to take it, and yet--
-- and yet Inigo shakes his head when Sakura holds it out to her, a small smile on his face. ]
No, I don't think I should. [ Not that he doesn't think it's kind on Sakura's end to want to give this to him. ] I don't think it's fair to just learn about someone this way. I am sure that if there is anything BB wants to tell me, then she will let me know. I wouldn't want to find out about any of it behind her back. It just.. wouldn't be right.
[ It would be disrespectful towards her, and he doesn't want to be that. ]
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Again, huh? Inigo figures that it's likely just because Sakura and BB must be the same person in some sort of way he could never figure out even if he really thought about it. It can't be that it's like there's something destined between him and her that keeps bringing them back to this point, surely. Sakura must just think the same way BB does.
Still, Inigo feels a touch flustered, and he ducks his head in a futile attempt to try and hide the red of the blush on his cheeks just a little bit. ]
Ah, no, I'm the one who should feel honored.. I'm just glad that you decided to accept my words.
[ BB, Sakura, whichever--
Inigo just wants to make sure she's alright, no matter the circumstances. ]
And if you do manage to return BB to this place, or you manage to turn back into her, then-- um, I just want to say.. if you still remember this conversation by then, please don't feel burdened or embarrassed by it in any way. I promise I am glad to see you in any form.
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[ Accept the words into her heart, just as she accepted so many others during her time as Sakura into herself. To be so raw and in existence the way that she is, to be something for once that her copy of a copy - would have never been otherwise. It is a fascinating thing that will last forever, and, ultimately, make her a unique existence as a BB. As the one who is closest to the original, as she, could ever be. ]
To be truthful... I still wish that I could stay this way... With you as I am, when I saw her on the oracle, she seems to be confrontational... I.. Don't know why I would ever want to be that way. [ She says this, but recalls what everyone had said and frankly, the kindness of Inigo before her. ] B-But maybe there must be a reason for it, maybe...?
If um... If in the end she-er, I am helpful to all of you, then maybe it's okay? [ Maybe it is okay? She doesn't understand the reason to be abrasive to humanity when one should be kind and full of compassion towards them. ] Maybe it's okay... Right? In the end, if I am super helpful and doing my job, then, maybe even becoming a final boss ok, right?
[ A pause, and then - ]
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You know final bosses usually are because there are no other bosses anymore? So if I become the final boss, then that means I took out the other bosses? So then humans just have to take me out or something right? That's helpful, [ She is covering her face, and super red. ] I think. Ah... Sorry that's so stupid.
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Ah, you know, I'm not so sure if it's even that..
[ .. granted, it is that.
But then again, there's a lot about BB that Inigo doesn't necessarily understand, hence why he has such a different interpretation of all this, shaking his head a little. ]
I think it's more just that BB is the kind of girl who has trouble fully expressing her feelings. So sometimes it might come out in a way that seems.. [ .. his voice trails off for a moment, like he's trying to find the right words, but he gives Sakura a small, friendly smile all the same. ] .. counterproductive, maybe..? Or just confusing. But I think she means well.
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[ At least that answer comes quickly, it's something Inigo doesn't really have to think about. Of course he wants to understand BB. It's the one thing he's been wanting this entire time ever since meeting her - especially when she's someone who seems so hard to ever truly grasp.
But even though he's sure of that answer, there's still something else on his face, a look that's a little more confused. Or just worried.
Because-- ]
I don't.. like that talk though. Or-- erm, that idea, I suppose. [ Since he doesn't want Sakura to feel like it's her fault either. It's clearly something she's been taught. It's the fault of whatever taught her. ] No one in the world should have to go without emotions. How could anyone truly live like that? That's not right for neither you nor her.
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Why didn't she just look for this first?
Tapping on it, she was able to unknowingly use her item creation skill to make it into a physical item in hand. There is no surprise though, she almost figured something like that would occur. Regardless, a folder with data within it, easily falls into her hands. Rather than read it, though, she turns towards Inigo and hands it over. ]
Here, [ All the secrets you could ever have, right in your hands. From start to finish, everything that you could ever want to have. Regarding her, is here in this folder. It had once been taken by Robin Hood, and given to Hakuno in another universe. This time, it's her reset self, sabotaging her own existence - funny how it all comes around. Imagine, if anyone else but Inigo reads this. ] I really think you should have this.
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It seems like a great idea to take it, and yet--
-- and yet Inigo shakes his head when Sakura holds it out to her, a small smile on his face. ]
No, I don't think I should. [ Not that he doesn't think it's kind on Sakura's end to want to give this to him. ] I don't think it's fair to just learn about someone this way. I am sure that if there is anything BB wants to tell me, then she will let me know. I wouldn't want to find out about any of it behind her back. It just.. wouldn't be right.
[ It would be disrespectful towards her, and he doesn't want to be that. ]